Ps: I'll draft you to save and not post to publish ;)

Below was me in a state of oblivous emotion carelessly thinking ......and the date to be exact was Jan 4., without question all that is below has changed a day after I wrote this and when was the certifed verification well i realized it no the next day or the next week but today, January 22...damn how cruel life can get. but i will just torch that fire thats blazing on my skin and look towards the path....with a wounded heart thats still beating forcefully. life doesnt end with this. it should and i will not let it do so.

Here was what i wrote: 01/04/2007

I am inhaling a substance of ectasy it's un-natural, quite delusional to this mind but dont focus here, just understand I am in mere unsubtile, untranslated bliss. A language can not certify the speed my heart is beating. Words scripted on a letter have brought waves of smiles to my lips. Yes, mistaken, I am adjourning a path that is leading forward. Yet come what may, even detection of what is thought, I will and shall not forget this feeling. This emotion well built, that withstands tears and burns that may attach to this body. Come what may, I am truly in love...God bless this '07. I hope this is no bad omen or just fate wanting to dally with me and teasing me ferciously.

Best be it now, I am rising in your winter sky... yes this Battle Field is and forever will be her own....hmph I'm lost without words now, then let me be off to sleep...I will keep this a secret to my eyes...and it is vague to you viewer, I call now mistaken ;)

Ps: I'll draft you to save and not post to publish ;)


ANYWAYS, life goes on....one more exam to go and im free and the mattress and the covers will comfort and lavish me through times....all i need are two straight days of only sleep. no interaction or anything. i can live that way you know.

Through Glass - Scar - Mark - Carry On

I am high on smiles

There's been a change in my plans coursing this life

Navagation set to ever last




Nothing, not you or her or him or a mixture of persons can wreck my ship

I am baffled with illustrations and what not of what ifs

I am swimming life jacket less

Intoxicated with the smell of this serene cold foul tasting water evoking my flesh

I am in love with life

best leave me enjoy these moments

cuz
:*****************************

anyways back to reality
downside of my happiness one final down three MORE to go....:)

btw my blog is looking strange its cuz of complications with my precious host
i guess it will be back to usual when it wishes ;)
i dont mind i hope you dont as well

I Hate Everything About You.

A story I once told, a fate controlled. Breathe in, vomit lust. A fact to consider - love destructs. Pain awaits; tears a many turn vain. Two hearts convulse, shatter as glass and break. Now shudder and lick the ground. Tongue bleeds, bruised lips. Square one, you hurt; I exist.


I lock you in - imprison you. Now bend to your knees, grieve with me. Moan the aches, cry out - lash pain and whip my skin. Lust, emerge, stop constraining with '06.

A mile to walk, a day erased. Graduation awaits.

Your Battlefield, hints in her own language 2oo6 was not wonderful, rather undesirable, unlovable, as of yet despicable. It was a year she dreads but it did benefit...it molded her to a better self. It was merciless and spit the unlikeable truth. Frauds, Fakes, and Fish. ;)


Now she bids you adieu, goodnight with respect, good luck.