Breathe Me Into Your Senses

even though i have ups and downs, and turning left and right ranting and expressing my emotions i feel like i'm on a waterfall.....any second i can drowse myself in the beautiful, icy cold and clear water. But first i have to jump, how can that be possible, i'm a little bit scared of heights so wooops that cant happen or can it? hehehe, never mind lets just stick with the idea that i feel like i'm top of the world! it's a great feeling and now how are you feeling?

aside from my rambling and blahs, let me tell you what triggered my anger today and mostly everyday....my computer the nemisis..... only...blah blah blah. i hate it and wish to throw it off a third story building just to watch the machine crumble into tiny pieces similar to a broken glass. hehehehe the brightside of it is that nothing can patch it back together :P... am i weird if everyone around me enjoys computers and i dread such a gadget....wishing it were never invented what ever happened to the old days of mail instead of email, writing instead of typing, talking instead of starely aimlessly into the screen and losing our eye sight.....point to note: their destructive and hated by me........ the hate and reason for this rage towards them is because ...... oh well only me myself and the others near me understand my hard ache, yup each day it functions by itself whenever it feels like shutting down to nap it does so....which enlightens my anger..... the life of your battlefield battling the computers.........will someone save me?:P

next post i am hoping to write a short story, at least i hope i will do so......well till then smiles and grins from your battlefield to whomever comes across my nonsense :O hehehe enjoy and dont forget to breathe in the life dont let it breathe you out..... dont fall into that ditch :P.....am feeling philosphocial today hehehe dont you think ;-).