I Wish I Could

So how about this little creation, nice or just ugly, first time i ever draw a doodle of a guy, how do u think he is..and what about their facial expressions, are they to your liking or are they just dull and feel unrealistic..i would love your feedback..... So i just finished doing my english homework, it was so much just for one class, i still have to do another class's homework and then finally study for a test. too much to do, but hopefully i'll finish in time so i can go to sleep by 1 30 am. i am so tired and parished from my outing today.

well today school day was a half-day, we went to school and then came home in the afternoon at about 12 usually we arent let out until 2 3o. though it was a carefree day, it ended up being really busy, too many things to do . i could have made it a carefree happy day if only i did the homework the day it was assigned but then again what is the essence of life without some stress and blah blah blah, well i dont know i definitely dont regret not doing my homework early because i am odd and i dont know. i sense that the information sticks in my mind and i will remember it and again blah blah blah. so today i went to this thingy somewhere to do something, going with my pops, lil lil sis and jacqui. i had a nice time, browsing and collecting all these brochures and what are the other things called, i duno. if you are curious to know what it was, it was a fair for colleges, and thats probably boring to you but i was excited and those people are so kind and sweet not like what you see daily in hehehe i wont say anymore.

i should stop talking and get back to work so i can sleep and i need to wake up in a few hours for another day at school, my god how many more days till spring break, hehehe, like about 9 more days till zzzzzzz..... infinte and undistrubed.

i'm in love with james blunt, not him but his songs and his beautiful voice, and u know what i will end up doing, i am going to probably listen to his songs contiously and by the weekend i will find someone else to get all hyped up about and then again discard their songs, because i give myself too much of this and that and in the end i am unsatisfied, i should leave some room for more and not fill myself up. i write tooo much and my words are my thoughts that are all so blurred and i have too many at the same time. endless they are.

"i wish i could surrender my soul, see a lie that burns within my needing, i wish i chose darkness from cold, i wish i screamed out loud instead of found no meaning i guess its time i run for awhile to find comfort in pain and old pleasures are the same, hiding my true shape."-james blunt... i kind of altered his lyrics to my liking i didnt follow his words exactly i added and deserted some :P ooops i always do that, because nothing is to my liking :D so i have to subsitute things here and there...........