Mafy A7ad Merta7 # 1 YBF

i like havent posted for awhile.....which makes me sad and depressed this place is a where i can explode, vent , rant and be myself throughout the days of my life....but my life has been quite frantic and busy of the late which bums me out and depresses me even moreee.... let me tell you what has happened in these couple of days....

well on monday...was most depressing day, my goodness in class i was looking closely at everyone and i noticed how all of us have given up hope, we are relaxing and with sadness ....and stressed from schoool my goodness from this day i like have already tests to take next week i guess the teachers dont want to take a breather.....and its also devasting how this is our last break....well hehehe we are like the mother of all schools that has so many vacations and when we dont have anymore we feel deprived nothing or no more vacations till june...... am sobbing quitely :) but toastmasters was fun and great but bummer was i didnt go up on stage and i was looking forward to it....i got frightened and well you imagine the rest

on tuesday which is just a couple of hours ago....yup am staying up late till morning doing school stuff well before i get into this the day was easy going, laid back no important things to do today....oh and now i just remebered i have a memorization thingy in arabic yup we have to like read the poem out loud and oooooooof i still havent studied for that test thats in a couple of hours meaning today wednesday.... well as i am writing this am wonderin no one wants to know this but hell i dont care am going to continue ;) so i spent the hours after i came home sleeping for 4 hours to get me dosed up on energy so i can stay up till dawn and then shower, get dressed for school and blah blah then come home and sleep..... have decided i wont stay till freaking 4 3o pm at school for niether oil painting thingy or the sat prep class....am tooo worn out and i have other priotries and even the prep class is useless i would do better on my own studying for it than at school......useless i say.....

i feel relieved that i finshed the algebra project i complained and was about to ooooffff all because of the break i forgot the information we learned and just yesterday i remembered the material so the project was soooo easyyy but tooook quite awhile to do because in his class im know for my creativity in presenting it and i had to write neatly, graph a million graphs with colors and create a kick ass title page.....got to say this last minute feeling is amazing when your finished....and i just completed this english crap that is related to my history project which is all like over used and extra dooods that are unnecessary....waste of my precious time and the teachers but got to do it....so that is done am 3/4 done with the things due in a couple of hours whats left is studying for that test............................


have you noticed that all my paragraphs are like missing periods..........ohhh am in no mood for being ms grammarian.


HAVE YOU YET REGRETED ENTERING MY BLOG.....AM JUST LIKE RANTING AND VENTING OFF THE STEAM OF MY DAYS........i cant wait till this evening when i am going to lie on my cozy soft bed and dream of the unthinkable stressfree beautiful dreams......am anxious but now i must stop typing and start studying.......................well i guess all or most of you are dreaming soundly this minute while im awake but this evening we will be doing the opposite i will be sleeping soundly and you well you go figure.....


i need to make a better post but this is acceptable for today.....! till then your battlefield is sad, mad, angry all the bad emotions to think but thank god for everything and inshallah everything clears up cant wait till these 96 days are over....school will be out. :*